assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatu:)

assalamualaikum..today im feeling sour, bitter and moody..:(

there is like full of "WAITING-TO-DO-LIST" in my mind that i need to do done with

antara calon - calon yang tersenarai ialah:

1. I need to check my hardisk

2. I need to send an email kat sarah bout our assignment

3. I need to complete my pendahaluan and pengenalan on tokoh islam by TOMORROW!!!!!

4 . I need to revise for mid sem..hola

ok.. it seems mcm x banyak, but the amount untuk complete everything is like WHATT!!

nak selesaikan satu, i have to wait for the expert tuk tolong tgok - tengokkan.

N I HATEEE WAITING.. nanti my hypertension aku datang balik.

semalam dah terbukti aku mmg gila. aku n my roomate mcm x betul, melalak..aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..gelak mcm pontianak. tido pagi2(yeah..i like that), bangun like 5 hours later with swollen eyes, red nose, clattering teeth(sejuk sanagat). n go straight to the class yang bermula pada 8 pagi(YEAHHHHH)

then my moody dah start rising balik. kelas tgah riuh2 aku sorg je yang mcm ape tah..aku tido sebenarnya(ngantuk sangat kan) 

then tengah dalam perjalanan ke mimpi yang pasti, ada org "tersengaja langgar aku"(saje la 2..main2)

so aku terbangun, nthen amir tanya aku satu soalan yang sangat memngegarkan emosi aku

"peanut,r u ok??"

yg kelakarnya aku terus nangis..malunya,,so aku pergi la tandas..cover balik..jalan ke kelas pun tunduk2 x nak bagi org nampak

then today,  barulah aku teringat, TODAY IS MY DAD BIRTHDAY..

amin,alhamdulillah

so, memandangkan my dad cant hear me straight, this is something bonus here

i just want to shout out

dad, selamat hari jadi. i just hope u up there will be very happy (insyaALLAH)

i will pray for u each single minute of my breath.

i love u soo much and i miss u soo much

thanx for making me who i am today.

there is no words that i can describe u just to say that u r my heart.n i will remember u forever..

insyaALLAH, we will be together soon will all our family k just wait for me up there :)

with love 

intan syafinaz zaharin:)