assalamualikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatu

assalamualaikum semua and salam sejahtera to all my friends out there that read my blog and really actually read it. it is my honor for me when all of u guys take time to read my blog. haha.ok.so my post today is about what?? hmm actually today i would love to express my feeling rather to talk about what i like, what my dream and etc.so my second sem is already start. before the term begin i was actually very keen about going back to college. like seriously. no bluffing. i was excited about new classes, new environment, new cloth, and of course my friends. i've been longing to see them. when i entered my new class which is INTRODUCTION TO IT, i recognize the class smell (the dusty carpet.ha-ha-di-ha), people's chattering and stuff. of course i smile widely as i recognized all of my cohort friends. i started to scanning for a place to sit as my friends cant hardly wait to hug me (ok!!peransantan) . i can hear a huge gasp "peanut" here and there.ok for a moment i feel like a "huge" movie star as i hug each one of them. people keep saying how much they miss me. yess i really miss them to.with all the fight and stuff last sem, a huge hug and warm smile is really what i need.as hugging time is over (finally. i need to catch my breath too :) )  i sit down and the class start by lecturer divide us and want us to be in a group of choices.i already made my mind to be in what group.ok move on. i thought that i would be happy meeting all my friends but i guess not.hmm why did i say that. first some of my friends ask me why in my past break i have been shutting myself out for quite sometimes. i dont mind that question actually because that is my intention to shut myself out from the SIBER world for a moment. as i said im trying to find myself back. then, someone come and said that i have been a snobbish person and i dont want to friends with, hmm let just call that person "M" ok,sambung balik, said that i dont want to be friends with M again. that is not the truth.not even the slightest. ok mungkin i didnt greet M like any other because i tak nampak diaaa !!.so please dont blame my eyes power for not being able to see u in what 100 + plus students.yeah,my bad.sorry and to top it off, my other friends,let call 'D' shall we,so D text me and asked me the weirdest question which did i feel mad at him. i was like "what the fish and chip mannn " !!!!. D said that i was like mad at him and i am dumbfounded at that time. so,we sort it out after several conversation.hmm but i feel quite touch about these friends kind of thing. it is not my INTENTION as i repeat not my INTENTION to hurt any of my friends or neglect them. i wish to cherish all of u guys as i loveeee u guyss soo much. so i guess sampai sini je la. just feeling to express a little bit about my deeply hurt feeling. so,seperti biasa,selagi nafas masih bertunjang kita akan berjumpa lg :)assalamualaikum w.b.t and good nite peeps