assalamualaikum w.b.t and salam sejahtera to all my friends

assalamualaikum to all my dear friends out there.salam sejahtera juga. .hahaha. how did u guys been holding up ?? so what to talk about?? hmmm do u guys have any ideas ?? please give me some cause i am totally out of it :) i done talking about my problems since that is the only thing that i have been thinking about lately, so i am going to talk about ENGLISH !! YAY :)  ( dah kenapa kan ?? )
so, i am MALAYSIA and my race is malay. our mainly spoken language or official language is BAHASA MELAYU. why am i stating the facts here. ok in English, my name is Intan Syafinaz Binti Zaharin . I am practically 18 years old. If im translating to my language. Nama saya Intan Syafinaz Binti Zaharin . saya berumur 18 tahun . so, u might see the difference between these two language. one is a language most commonly people would understand easily cause it is the world first language and on the other hand is my respected language which some people might not understand it at first. so,where am i heading right?? there are some "people" around me asking why i am usually speaks or write in English. hmm, firstly i would like to apologized to the "people" if u are feeling like i am some kind of arrogant b#**h that think so full of myself. they did ask me why didn't i wrote my blog or my status fb in my language.at least u did read my blog and my status,kalau tak mana tau kan im am writing it in English.haa kantoi disitu :). hmm the reason why am i using fully English is because i like it  and i love it. for u guys information. i am taking TESL or in its full name TEACHING ENGLISH AS SECOND LANGUAGE. So automatically i HAVE TO SPEAK IN ENGLISH. part of my practice. how am i going to teach my student (insyaALLAH :)) if their own teacher don't know how to. lagipun, its not that i speaks English all the time, on a certain occasion ok!!. it just that i don't understand, what is so wronggggg in speaking in English . rugi ker kalau kita belajar more than one language. what that i don't understand about these "people" is what is their problem with Malay speaks in English. if an Indian, or Chinese speaks in English, would u care about it. nope i guess. it is ur mentality that always so narrowed down in some alleyway of your mind that Malay should not speaks in English. what kind of rubbish is that man!! furthermore, English is my only extra language i learn. so, am i wrong if i just want to sharpen my language. if there is some foreigners come to our country and start to ask us, the local people about the interesting places around, would u like to see u shame faced when u didnt know how to answer it. even when i go to night market, there a certain business man there that know how to speaks even though just the basic, at least the know the importance of diversity rather than u "people". it not that i am forgetting my race, or my culture, or who i am when i started to speaking. noooo !! I AM STILL MALAY AND I AM PROUND OF IT. SAYA MELAYU DAN SAYA BANGGA MENJADI ANAK MELAYU :)there, are u happy.learning is fun guys. no harm in it. if u don't know how to do it, just ask..:)ramai org yang nak menolong.kita sama sama belajar kan .so,please don't be so narrowed, we live in diversity.be everything u want to be .selagi nafas masih bertunjang kita akan berjumpa lagi.assalamualaikum and nite peeps :)